my favorite painting and then some

so here it is. dunno why but i just love this piece, and i'm typically the critic, especially when it come to my own work. plus this one was just totally fun to work on.

so saturday here you are, gotta work tonight
hopefully i can get some sketching done before work... i also have a take home midterm to work on before class tuesday which i have not started yet... unnerving really. and here is an elephant.


so i got a message from a friend i havent talked to in months... she had broken into one of my accounts and trash talked me to someone i hadnt talked to in years. she apologized. for a lot of things... and i'm just not sure how to or if i should reply... she was pretty nasty but i've known this chick since forever - like ninth grade... lol...
she was my oldest friend, and yes, i did and do on occasion miss this person. we lived together and were very close for a long time. i just dont think i know how to so easily forgive and forget. or her intentions really. is the message just for her own piece of mind, like, ok i did wrong but i apologized or is she trying to be my friend again. because in that case trust is long lost and i'm just really not sure if it'll ever be there again between us...

work work work school work work

such a cute desktop, no? damn i desperately need a new computer... half the time when i try to save an illustrator or photoshop document (which could be hours and hours of work) my computer will freeze up and i'll have to force quit stuff and then i loose everything. so yeah... it's time. as soon as i get my college refund i will be purchasing a new computer... i cant seem to force myself to switch to PC though... so i'll probably be spending much more money than i want to.
the art on my desktop is done by Mark Ryden
fun stuff. many times my desktop is a vintage picture of some spanking action... :)